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Glass Breaking In
My Hand

A poem by Thomas R. Smith

A trick of the eye, pure nervous response-
loud as a rifle-crack at close range,
the glass flies into broken chunks
of measuring cup on my bare palm . . .

I replace the heavier, unharmed rice
jar on the shelf, and, washing glass-dust
down the kitchen sink, find only two
thin cuts, the bleeding easily stanched.

How lucky, when any one of these
razor-sharp shards curving
menacingly on my skin all too clearly
could have sliced artery, vein, tendon . . .

I'll never solve the dual mystery
of what liberated these jagged fangs
from muzzled domesticity, nor what force
at the crucial instant stayed their strike.

Now I look at tableware differently,
and have stopped simply seeing through windows,
with new, as yet unfaded awareness of those
fires hidden inside the simplest household

objects, and the grace that keeps them
from spreading, burning down our lives.

Copyright Thomas R. Smith

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Photo of Thomas R. Smith

Thomas writes:
"Glass Breaking in My Hand" happens to be about grace, the theme this time enacted in the material realm, but with spiritual implications that ripple out from the small act of household violence at the poem's center.

Thomas R. Smith is the author of several books of poems, most recently The Dark Indigo Current (Holy Cow! Press, 2000) and Winter Hours (Red Dragonfly Press, 2005). His self-published anti-war chapbook, Peace Vigil: Poems for an Election Year (And After) will be available for the duration of the Bush administration. He lives in River Falls, Wisconsin, and teaches at the Loft Literary Center in Minneapolis.

Photo by Phil Pfuehler. Reprinted by permission of the River Falls Journal.

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