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copyright 2006 by TOM ROMERO

Deconstructing Grief

A poem by Cheryl Loetscher

The only way to dissolve sorrow is
to invite it in for heady Earl Grey
and egg salad sandwiches.

Plump the cushions and use the good china.

The dismantling will happen without warning,
the day you wake on the other side of the wall
to yawping crows and jolly children
jumping on their mother’s bed.

You will no longer be inconsolable or itinerant.

Flush the tequila and scour the crisper.
Fill it with vegetables in 9 different colors.
Move your shapeless dismal clothing
to the back of the closet.

Buy something magenta.

Pack your wellies and fetch your grandchildren.
There is a waterfall somewhere murmuring your names.

Copyright 2006 by Cheryl Loetscher

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Cheryl LoetscherCheryl writes:
"Deconstructing Grief" was written toward the end of a two-year period during which I mourned the loss of a very important relationship—by the end of that grieving period, I was able to see again, clearly, that life and kinship were all around me, ripe for the plucking.

Cheryl Loetscher writes from Colorado, where she has worked as a family law paralegal for more than twenty-one years. Her poems have appeared in many literary journals, and a number of them have won prizes and distinctions in contests across the United States. She was recently awarded the 2006 George F. Wedge Poetry Prize by I-70 Review, the 2006 Poetry Prize by Wild Goose Poetry Review, and the 2006 Poetry Prize by The Litchfield Review. She is co-editor of an annual poetry journal, HeartLodge, which is published in Denver, and she has three times been a featured poet in Braided Lives, a poetry and fine arts performance and exhibition sponsored by the Taos Institute of Art. Cheryl can be reached via email at: cherylloetscher@msn.com.

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