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Rose Colored

"ABSYNTH THINKER"
copyright 2006 by SARAH FREER

Rose Colored

A poem by Laura McCullough

The subject of self is always
at the center and dreams of night bleed
over into day if everyone in the dream
is supposed to be you. I reject that:
the self is a lens that can do many things:
soften the clear and unclothed truth, obscuring
the debts of time; eliminate glare, the evil
of distraction; diffuse; forgive; admonish.

It is not one thing, but many, and reflected
in the many selves of the other: in your dream
look into the eyes of those who allude you;
they aren't you at all. If you can catch them,
ask all the questions you can about the world.
The subject of self is self-limiting. The center
moves. In the night, there is only one color red.

Copyright 2006 by Laura McCullough

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Laura McCulloughLaura writes:
This is one of the first poems I wrote toward this manuscript, Mirror Neuron (unpublished), as I began to think about the idea of "self" versus the "manifestation self."

Laura McCullough graduated with a BA from The Richard Stockton College of New Jersey, and holds an MFA in Writing and Literature from Goddard College. She has been a New Jersey State Arts Council Fellow, won a Geraldine R. Dodge Scholarship to attend the Fine Arts Work Center in Provincetown, and was the 2005 Prairie Schooner Merit Scholar in Poetry at the Nebraska Summer Writers Workshop. She attended the 2005 Bread Loaf writers conference as a contributor. Laura has published poems widely in literary magazines and journals such as Nimrod, Potion, Hotel Amerika, Gulf Coast, Nightsun, Iron Horse Quarterly, Boulevard, The God Particle, Poetry East, Confluence, Exquisite Corpse, Word Riot, Tarpaulin Sky, and others. Her first collection of poems, The Dancing Bear, was published in February, 2006 by Open Book Press with jacket blurbs by Stephen Dunn, Li-young Lee, and BJ Ward. She delivered a paper, “In Defence of Shelley: the New Science of Mirror Neurons and its Implications for a Theory of Poetics” at The Mid American’s 2005 Winter Wheat Writing Festival in Bowling Green. She is a professor of writing at Brookdale Community College in New Jersey, where she chairs the Visiting Writers Series. Laura can be reached via email at: lmccullough@brookdalecc.edu.

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