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"THE ARCHER"
Copyright 2006 by BARBARA JACKSHA



Chasing
the
Archer



The wizened bald headed pixie
wrapped in maroon robes
speaks
and I listen
because she talks of a faith that allows for laughter
a practice that can be
a riot.

She tells us to imagine that an arrow has pierced our chests

and then asks us to consider our course—
tend to the wound or chase the archer?

I consider my own thwacks
and the years spent pursuing my enemy
my gaze so intent upon her back
I neglected
to stanch the vibrant flow that spilled upon my running feet and
failed to notice
the sweet parade of yellow, azure and wispy white that passed overhead
each day.

Looking through the eyes of the pixie
the years spent running within the walls of my own labyrinth
become a part of my own cosmic comedy and
my life, so far, a beautiful mess.
Everything left in my wake seems
brilliant,
necessary,
and
survivable.

Suddenly I know—

it is never too late
to pluck out the arrow
it is never too late
to give up the hunt
it is never too late
to care for what bleeds
it is never, will never
be too late
to look up.

Copyright 2006 by Hope Payson

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Hope PaysonHope writes:
What I enjoy about both Eastern philosophy and poetry is how they can compress an overstuffed trunk of knowledge into carry-on luggage—suddenly, huge concepts become more portable, more accessible. Listening to Buddhist nun Pema Chodron tell the story of the archer not only inspired this poem, it consolidated years of thought regarding the issues of human difficulty and transcendence. Most importantly, it reminded me to forgo my love of the chase and focus on something much more worthy of my attention—those lovely and fleeting moments that make up my life.

Hope Payson lives in a drafty Victorian house in Winsted, CT. She is a clinical social worker who specializes in the treatment of mood disorders, trauma, and addiction, and who also writes creative nonfiction, fiction, and poetry. Her work and writing explores the concept of healing, more specifically the various ways in which individuals transcend their dose of life’s pain. Her short story "Stalking Bella" won the Jerry Jazz Musician New Short Story Contest and was published in their online journal in 2006. She can be reached via email at hopepayson@sbcglobal.net.

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